THIS IS PERSONAL BUT IT MUST BE SAID…

A huge majority of the African American race is running around conditioned to believe that the word “nigga” “nigger” and “nig”is for us. F THAT!!

When slaves were freed so was that negative title that people continue to use as a weapon.

THAT TIME HAS PASSED AND DIED! Stop reincarnating it into our homes and mindset!

It’s upsetting how so many races of people are trying to continually stick us with a word that was negatively used for many years because of what they see on television or social media. Let that die down!

Wake up and accept the fact that this painful, hurtful, traumatizing time has passed! It is over and as soon as our African-American race accepts it and starts to promote it being over, OTHER RACES WILL TOO!!

The racist BS going on today is out of hand and at an all time high because of what is being taught!

Debating that black people only should use this traumatic word is exactly why that bs in the history books is coming back to the present!

F history “HIS-STORY” F THAT WORD, and F WHO THINKS THE BLACK RACE OWNS IT!

WAKE UP!!! It’s not ours! We don’t want it! If I call you a “Good for nothing “Loser” is that who you are because I said it? Are you going to allow my words to condition how people treat you until you die?

Constantly putting that mess on television, radio and social media is conditioning every race including the black community to believe that black people who fight for the use of this word must really like slavery, hate, torture and racism so they’re saying why stop? It’s great for views, its gets the people talking. Let’s continue giving them what they are fighting for! Wake UP!!

I Am Different since Mom Died…

I remember how much she loved life and expressed the importance of living carefree. Although those weren’t her exact words, that’s the imprint she left on me. I wish I was more like her sometimes. She’s definitely left me some of her energy but I get so caught up being a introvert at times that I never get to fully enjoy life or what I’m doing at the time. I find myself more helpless and needy now than I ever did before. It’s the worst feeling ever and it bothers me daily that I’m losing my resilience to snap out of it and move forward. I believe I’m suffering from a broken heart that can’t be repaired. Broken Heart Syndrome or Cardiomyopathy is what they’re calling it over at the American Heart Association. It’s said to be very dangerous as it could lead to other cardiac consequences like short term heart muscle failure. Due to the intense chest pain, it’s been often misdiagnosed as a heart attack because of the similar symptoms. But the good news is that it’s treatable for some people, but when will my treatment take affect?